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HOLY SHIT!! i havent used this thing in fuckin ever.. everything is really fucked right now.. no i dont feel like typing it all it would take me a hour which i dont have... lol k talk to u yall later
katie
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| Downt he same old fucked up path... to nothingness.. |
[28 Feb 2005|05:51pm] |
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mmmmk... So i pretty much want to die.. and i thought about it last night.. noone was home and i didnt have anymore ib profine so that didnt work out to well... i was pissed... So mrs.Olson yelled at me cuz im dropping jap cuz i hate it there and she said I have to find another teacher who will take me in at 4th period.. and its MY jopb.. thats bull shit.. tahts her job.. and i dont know i have so much work to make up.. i almost ran away today cuz me and rose skipped 4th period but i didnt know where i could go... ok well im gonna go die... bye
love katie
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[15 Feb 2005|06:04pm] |
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Im going to the hospital tommorow to get a camra shoved up my ass and down my throat and then a xray.. so i have to start taking this medication like right now.. and yea.. so im not to happy about this at all.. and then omg michael sent me a big bouquett of flowers.. !! and he said a box is coming to me tommorow.. so ill have somthing to look forward to!.. woot!.. okim gonna go now..
love katie
did i mention i have to be put out.. great....
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[12 Feb 2005|05:30pm] |
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Hey hey hey
Yea so im on the phone with michael!! haha he thinks i have another boyfreind lol whatever!! So yea me and tiffy are going to the dance tongiht and im really excited i just need to dance my freakin heart out!! BEOTCHES!! So yea michael hahah he is freakin amazing!! He friends wanted me to moan for them last night it was fucking halerious haha i was like nOOO haha only for michael!! lol and michael was like common katie.. haha i told him i cant fake it haha he would have to make me lol when he comes up here hahah AMAZINBG!!! ok so yea im going to the hospital next week on wensday so i most likeley wont be at school on thursday if i am i will be really surpirsed! lol k im gonna go now
love katie
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[09 Feb 2005|07:36pm] |
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HEY HEY HEY HEY HEY!!
Yea so lol i skipped with rosey girl today i just skipped 4th which is japense and i hate it!!... But yea so jordan is turning big 1=5!!!! im so happy for tommorow!! And michael is turning 1-7 !!! oh gosh.. and yea then next wensday i get to go to the hospital for a whole bunch of shit! yay for me... Michael is for sure coming up now.. andim so happy i cant wait...
love katie
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[02 Feb 2005|07:41pm] |
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IM GETTING MY HAIR DONE TOMMOROW!! I NEED HELP!! i think im gonna go sorta blonde again but help me tell me what i should do! ahhhg lol.. anywyas yea gonna go
love katie!!
Hey guess who i love!! JORDAN SHELTON!!
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[01 Feb 2005|09:21pm] |
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Yea so im actually gonna start doing my homework!1 i just did it! im freakin amazing lol!! and michael is coming up in April cuz they are stupid down in Cali lol.. What a bitch!! Yea and im excited that i get to drive to fuckin school next year... God damn!! lol im outy haha
love katie
MR.FRICK IS FRICKEN AWESOME!
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[27 Jan 2005|10:16pm] |
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Lol jEBUS!!
tis been to long my freind way to long... yea so of corse im going out with someone.. MICHAEL!! and he wants to get engaged this summer.. lol its more like a pre pre engagement.. but still its incredible finaly someone who wants the same stuff i do.. Its gonna be a month this friday!! Yea he is so freakin sweet!!.. i cant wait till he comes up!! Yea so anyways.. Finals are this week and im totaly bummed out.. like yea haha only one more day of them!! yesss! anywho me and rose are going to hang out... and ive been sorta depressed but i think its just cause of pmsing lol
love katie
I accidentaly did it again... :(
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[22 Dec 2004|10:53am] |
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Hey.. Well everything is grovy.. Except im sick ON WINTER VACATION.. god i knew this was gonna happen lol.. well i got a new doggy her name is mickey.. But she has kennal cough so she is always sleeping.. But yea lol.. just wanted to let u know that im ok....
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[10 Dec 2004|10:03pm] |
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Yea..
Im so tired right now... I had a dream.. but it was stupid... So now im depressed as usual... Things are going great@!!... leaving bye
katie
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[09 Dec 2004|10:59pm] |
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[09 Dec 2004|06:23pm] |
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Yea i saw sterling just a smidged to much today... I mean we only walked past eachother.. But i didnt like it.. he doesnt even say hi to me... and he is the one who wanted to be friends still.. There goes the last breath.... Hummm... I wonder if ill ever meet that someone...
katie
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[06 Dec 2004|12:55am] |
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So doe isnt staying with me... CRAP... anyways yea i had to cancel my little thingy with jon... And right now... I feel fat and ugly... yea i dont know what else to say bye bye
katie
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[05 Dec 2004|03:26pm] |
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Soooo... Jordan might move in with us for alittle while... which i think for her it would be a really good thing.. to get away from her mother and father... and her little brother... But i dunno... I dont want her to be all depressed at my house.. cuz i cant deal with taht stuff right now... Sooo.. if she brings me down.. i dotn know how well its gonna work out.. And when there are chores to do she has to help HAHAH!! and when we do stuff as a family she has to do them to... I relaly how she can... Cuz then she can see what living totaly diffrent is gonna be like... Yea... well anyways.. Rose left... And now i just put up lights ... again... I want to pass all my classes this semester.. i really want to.. i dont want to do summer school.. but if i have to.. i will.... Im gonna go... I WALK ALONE!!!! I WALK THIS LONELY STREET!!!!
katie
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[05 Dec 2004|12:44am] |
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U know what i just relized... Nobody reads my shit.. yea im a loser... Anyways... I really miss sterling right now.. Its fucking kicking my ass right now... I wish i wasnt so serious... Im fucking sick of always losing things that matter so much to me... But i guess he can go have fun with brynn... Mmmm they will be lovely together.. But i do want him to be happy... I just want to be happy too.. I dunnoooooo... This shit is soooo fucked up... I dont know how this all started to fall down on my head.. this is so weird... WOW rose just yawned lol haha... I WANNA BE MOVED ASIDE>>> LET ME TAKE BACK MY LIFE!!!! ............................................................................................................................................................................ how am i strong when i cant even deal with this myself....
fuck this..
katie
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[04 Dec 2004|10:18pm] |
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WElllllllll... Jordan might come live with us for awhile... Ir eally just want the best for her... I hope she knows that i love her and that i will do anything for her... And i hope she doesnt do anything stupid... Well im going to the docs soon to get my lump checked out... Shit is still fucked up... Gots to go bye
katie
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[02 Dec 2004|08:43pm] |
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When i pretend.. everything is what i want it to be...
I look exactly as what u wante to see..
when i pretend..
I can forget about the crimanel i am..
stealling second after second just cuz i know i can..
but.. ic ant pretend thisis the way it will stay..
Im just trying to bend the truth..
I cant pretend im who u want me to be..
So im lieing my way from UUUU!!!!
love that song..
yea so u know what i relized not to be a neg nelly but.. Life sucks.. it doenst get much better... Nothing is forever... Nothing lasts.. No matter what u think u have... It may last for a long time.. but never forever... Sorry to bust ur guys bubble.. its just true.. im usually the one who is the positive person and says life is amazing.. and shit.. But at sometimes it may be The most amazing thing .. but then later u just go back to the way u were before... Humm... SO U know what i take alot of that back... Remember this kiddys..... THERE IS NO REALITY>> ONLY UR PERCEPTIONS!!!!!! im out... fuck this
katie
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[01 Dec 2004|08:35pm] |
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Wellllll... I talked to my step mom... and she said if they want to do a bi opsee on my boob.. then i should be put under.. she had breast cancer.. so she said that her doctor said it didnt hurt.. but it did she cried... her whole boob turned black and purple.. I really hope that doesnt happen to me... She said she use to have lumps like mine.. and then it turned into cancer.. but yea.. she didnt get her whole breast cut off... she jsut had the lump taken out ... she did alot of natrual stuff cuz she is into that stuff... So... im not excited to go to the doctors soon... Please i dotn know who reads this... And what ur religion situation is.. But pray or do whatever u do for me.. I dont want to have breast cancer at such a young age.. please... it would mean so much to me.. thanks
katie
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[30 Nov 2004|10:49pm] |
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Yucky yucky i have strep throat... This is such a stupid story but shut up and listen hahaha....
Ok so on thursday i went in and i had two huge puss balls hanging off of my toncils... and the doc said that i didnt have strep and that he wasnt gonna do a test on me cuz he didnt feel the need to ... So i was like whatever... Then i missed thanksgiving.. Got barly any food... Couldnt go to the party... And then monday.. I went in to the doctor and she had already swabed my throat and was talking to me... (i hate when they swab ur throat i almost gagged..) and then she said how long have u had this soar throat and i said for 5 days... and then she got the test things back and said well no wonder why ur not getting better sweetie u have strep throat.... So now im stuck at home.. and i honestly would rather be at school.. And i have a pounding headach and a fever... MMMMM great... Well my life keeps getting better and better... But i talked to my mommy and she was like what do u want for christmas.. and i said that its like every kids dream to wake up and in a little baskit is a kitten (or puppy but no dogs for us until spring) with a cute little bow around its neck.. and she said what colors do u perfer.. and i said anything except brown and orange... i just dont like the way they look.. so i might be getting a kitten for christmas... oh joy!... other wise my life has pretty much gone to hell... I dont like it one bit.... i think that everything aroun me should just die.. yep that would make my life a whole lot better.. and then hey how about for the topper i get breast cancer.. Yes that would be so awesome.... :(.... Anyways my love life sucks ass.. no guys... I want one.. HAHA but i think i should stop whinging... but its hard for me not to have a boyfreind... it makes me feel so empty... Uhgggg... Girls here i come... (kidding!)
katie
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[28 Nov 2004|09:06pm] |
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Im sick of life...
Black... im sick.. and pissed... and crying.. and fucked up in the head.. I really dont know what to say... Today i finaly told sterling about how i feel.. and he just brushed it off... FUCK!! im gonna go now bye
katie
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